"A breathtaking memoir about surviving a horrifying childhood; Means...transforms memories...into a work of art."
—PEOPLE, Best Books, Fall 2023
"This book is an outstanding debut...A harrowing and soulful memoir to be read, savored, and reread."
—Kirkus (starred review)
"Brittany Means has pieced together the shards of a devastating childhood in this powerful memoir. It's gut-wrenching but at the same time triumphant, harrowing yet exquisitely told. Hell If We Don't Change Our Ways is a story of survival that left me choked up and cheering."
—Jeannette Walls, author of The Glass Castle
"The book's lasting impact might be what it demands of the memoir genre. Brittany Means has, at once, created the most readable and the most psychologically rigorous book I've read in decades. I needed the reminder that art can do this."
—Kiese Laymon, author of Heavy
Brittany Means’s childhood was a blur of highways and traumas that collapsed any effort to track time. Riding shotgun as her mother struggled to escape abusive relationships, Brittany didn’t care where they were going—to a roadside midwestern motel, a shelter, or The Barn in Indiana, the cluttered mansion her Pentecostal grandparents called home—as long as they were together. But every so often, her mom would surprise her—and leave.
As Brittany grew older, she began to recognize that hell wasn’t only the place she read about in the Bible; it was the cycle of violence that entrapped her family.
While untangling the web of her most painful memories, Brittany crafts a tale of self-preservation, resilience, and hope with a unique narrative style—a sparkling example of the human ability to withstand the most horrific experiences and still thrive.
